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Friday, Feb. 08, 2013 8:16 p.m. Back, again. Feb 8th I haven't been here in ages. Surprised it's still here, really. I come bak to this place when I'm frustrated, or lonely, or sad. �Which I am. If I wrote about the sad state my life is in, you probably would't believe it. I won't bore you with the details - not today at least. I just need to feel like there is something I can control, you know? Something that makes me feel good, proud, if only for an instant. Here's what makes me feel happy and positive these days, in order of importance: my son, simming (as in the Sims game), my writing. That's about it. I wish I could add my husband to the list, but lately that just seems like work too. But let's talk about what I CAN control, huh? Not my morning coffee, that's not going anywhere. BUT I can cut myself off after the first pot. No soda, that's a given. Which won't be hard, since we're broke. I want to say no snacks, but not yet. I can get rid of either lunch or dinner, though. That's easy. I wish I had a blender. Then I could do protein shakes. Also exercise, that I can control, too. Let's just start with doing SOMETHING everyday, and take it from there. That's it, but you know what? I feel better already. What I Wanted - Wednesday, Feb. 13, 2013 |
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